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  • Crushed under your control

    Crushed under your control

    Dreams from the week of 8/11/25-08/15/25

    This week has been absolutely hectic but here are the dreams that i can remember.

    In my dream I was really excited I was getting ready to go hangout with 2 coworkers. We were having a girls day, getting our hair done, eat good food, and go dance. I was trying to get ready and it just kept getting later and later and things weren’t finished. My bf (ex bf in real life) kept doing things to prevent me from leaving. it finally reached about 8pm and he laughed and said guess you’ll just have to see them next time. I was so disappointed and frustrated.

    When we were in a relationship it was oppressive so this makes sense.

  • The Chamber and the Woods

    The Chamber and the Woods

    Dreams from 8/10/25

    The Chamber

    In my first dream my family and I had to defend ourselves. We were in a very long chamber and had set up traps along the path. Each trap had to be triggered at exactly the right moment. I was running down to one end, fueled by adrenaline and fear. The chamber I was in looked like something out of a castle. Quickly, I lit some candles and was running as fast as I could back to my family.

    The Forest Edge

    In another dream, my family had decided to go for a walk, but I was the last one to get ready. I asked my sister Blue Bell if I could borrow her makeup, and she handed me an eyebrow pencil – but to my surprise, it was a real pencil. Meanwhile, I could see my family walking along the edge of a forest. I realized we were at the cabin my family owned in the mountains.

    The Letter

    In my last dream, I wasn’t sure where I was, but it wasn’t prison – it was more like a facility or something. I was in a bed that wasn’t mine. A woman was walking towards me, and I had a letter I didn’t want her to see. I wasn’t allowed to have mail, so I crumpled up the letter and tried to hide it in the sheets. I thought about eating the letter so she couldn’t read it, and I remember looking at the mattress, wishing I could cut a small piece to shove the letter through. I was panicking trying to hide the letter as she got closer. When she finally arrived I woke up.

  • Skin Masks and Staircases

    Skin Masks and Staircases

    The dreams below are from Saturday 8/09/25. It was a full moon in Aquarius and my grandmothers birthday.

    Skin Masks…..?

    In a dream, I witnessed two groups of women fighting. One group wore skin masks, pulling them down over their their eyes, ready to fight.

    The Creep and the Supplies

    In another dream, a natural disaster or major world event was happening. I was in a bunker, and everything outside was shutting down – supplies were scarce. I tried to sneak through a large, dark gym, but a creepy white man stopped me. He said if I was fast, he could sneak me behind the bleachers to get the supplies I needed. I could see piles of supplies scattered all over the floor. When I reached the other side, he reached out and tried to grab me. It took all my strength to fight him off and get away.

    The Bitter Night Shade and Shady Behavior

    Dream changed and my sisters and I were at Victoria’s Secret with the bitter nightshade. She started stealing a bunch of underwear, making it really stressful to be around her. My sisters and I told her she needed to find a new place to live, but she just laughed and said she’d choose a guy to sleep with for a place to stay. I got really upset and told her to get a job and pay for her own things, but she said it was easier to sleep with a guy to get what she wanted. I kept trying to convince her to do the right thing, but she wouldn’t listen.

    The Staircase to Death

    The dream changed, and Tyga and another woman were walking in a crowded store. There was hardly any room to walk, but a staircase led up towards the sky. It had no guard rails, so you could easily fall off. The staircase looked like something from a video game. I felt really nervous walking up, and I fell off the edge. I thought I was falling to my death, but it was like my character came back to life, and I got to try again. It felt like virtual reality, but it was real and extreme.

  • Where the Ordinary gets Weird

    Where the Ordinary gets Weird

    Some nights I wake up with a vivid movie still playing in my head. But last night was more like static. I was overheating, tossing, and turning. The dreams came and went like a flicker I couldn’t hold onto.

    “Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.”

    Dream from the night of 8/7/25 to the morning of 8/8/25

    Dream I Cheesy Floral Surprise

    I can only remember bits and pieces, but in the dream I was in a store with my mom. There were these shelves filled with lotion, some bottles were brown and square, while some were round with a burgundy color. I chose the round bottle because it looked popular and had a flower fragrance.

    When I turned around and my mom had gone to go pay. I stood there eating a small bag of Cheetos. I remember thinking, I don’t even like Cheetos or junk food, but I kept eating them. After a few minutes, I realized they flavor changed. They no longer tasted like cheesy Cheetos but like the flavor of the lotion, floral and unfamiliar, but still good so kept eating.

    I don’t remember any other dreams from the night.

    Astrology for the day

    Today’s Aries Horoscope from Cafe Astrology

    August 08, 2025

    Saturn in your sign is clashing with your ruler, Mars, in your partnership sector today, dear Aries, and this can produce a conflict with a significant someone or a general sense that people and circumstances around you seem to be chaotic or out of your control. Others may seem to push and prod you, or they pull your attention away from what you want to do the most.

    While you may need to draw boundaries, it’s better to tone down criticisms. Be cautious not to be overly restrictive with people you care about. It’s also best to recognize where you may be pushing your limits. Aim to open up to emerging opportunities to exploring new ideas and interests. Studies or projects can show signs of progress, or they can motivate you to do something new and bold. While the excitement of innovation sticks with you, you’re also drumming up to take care of business.

    Creativity: Good ~ Love: Fair ~ Business: Excellent

  • Fragments of the Unconscious Mind

    Fragments of the Unconscious Mind

    Have you ever been in a dream that shifts so soft, yet sudden, it feels like a gentle breeze has blown it in a new direction? One moment it’s clear, and the next it’s drifting out of focus, only to reshape itself into something entirely new.

    That’s exactly how last night went. I was in one dream and then everything shifted, no memory of how I got there.

    Dream Log for the night of 8/6/25 and early morning hours of 8/7/25

    Dream I The Giant Cockroach

    I had just finished meditation for the night, having drifted off to sleep during the practice. In my dream, I was walking along a sidewalk in a suburb. There was green grass and dandelions on both sides, slightly overgrown, like they needed to be mowed. I was on the right side of the path, just about to pass a very tall tree, when I saw a bug the size of a dog, walking toward me. Of course I was freaking out, I stood there trying to figure out if it were a cockroach or a very large mosquito. Shortly after I woke up when it got too close.

    Dream II Demon BF?

    This dream is quiet foggy. I was laying in bed with my bf, though I can’t tell if he was my ex bf, or just a guy, but he had dark hair. The bed was completely uneven, one side was higher than the other, and I could feel the imbalance under my back. The bed was outside, but it felt like the blackness of the sky boxed us in.

    We had sex, but then he started to change, it was like he was turning into a demon. I had gotten dressed, and then a random girl appeared. She was trying to help me convince him to stay human. I don’t know how I got out of there, but the dream shifted and transitioned into my third dream.

    Dream III Rose Quartz Moon Earrings

    After leaving the demon ex bf lying outside, I ran into my sister poppy. She looked younger and just as lanky and scrawny as she was when she was about 13. She came over to me carrying a vary large jewelry tray. It was mine, I had left it with her while I was away. It was completely overfilled and meticulously organized. One entire section devoted to pink quartz jewelry.

    I picked up a pair of pink quartz earrings shaped like the sun and moon. I remember feeling excited to wear them, but also thinking they would be incredibly heavy. I looked at the earrings and gently ran my fingers of the stones. There was also a flower in pink quarts, or pink Himalayan salt, and the petals of the flower were jagged but beautiful.

    Poppy was really excited that she still had the jewelry. It was as if I had been gone a very long time.

    This part gets foggy but it was like I was in our old trailer, and I was trying to put things away in the closet. There was a bed taking up all the space I needed. That’s when the dream transitioned again.

    Dream IV The Bitter Night Shade

    I’m not sure how I got into the car or even where we were going, but my other sister, bitter nightshade, was there and she was driving. She looked annoyed and pissed off at all of the other drivers. She was driving on the right side of the car.

    I didn’t think anything of it in the dream, but looking at this now is interesting. My sister lives in a country where they drive on the left side, not the right side like we did growing up. I’m not in touch with her. Maybe this was a glimpse into her world. I haven’t spoken to her in a couple of years.

    Dream V Bathroom

    The dream transitioned again and this time I was in a large auditorium, sitting on the bleachers. There were doors lined up, kind of like bathroom stall doors. My feet were exposed, and I could see someone walking on the other side. I pulled my feel up and tried to hid from the other person. I remember thinking why would I be hiding? There was no real threat.

    It was like the doors were coving the bathroom and I really had to pee. A girl on the other side kept looking for me, she had saw my shoes earlier, and when I finally stepped out, she gave me a strange look. I walked away. I woke up shortly after from my bladder and then my alarm.

  • Dreams: The Weird and Unusual

    Remembering dreams a few hours after you’ve woken up is like Dumbledore pouring memories into the pensieve. If you don’t bottle them right away, they fade.

    Are dreams a window into a parallel life somewhere else? Maybe they’re nonsense. Or perhaps they’re a reflection of our emotions trying to be processed. Honestly, I’m pretty sure it’s a little bit of all of that.

    Not every dream is going to make sense, and each dream may not being telling us something, except maybe that we really need to go to the bathroom.

    The dreams below are from the night of 8/5/25 and early morning hours of 8/6/25.

    Dream Log I

    I dreamt I was hanging out with my cousin Daisey. I had finished shaving my legs, getting ready for a blind date to come over. She asked if I would put alcohol on the razer so that she could use it later, which, of course, struck me as odd.

    I was fumbling through these large gold and emerald green cabinets, looking for the alcohol, and things kept falling out. The cabinets were filled with antiques, dried flowers, and random beauty supplies. The room was dark with a beautiful gothic interior.

    Eventually, I gave up searching and turned to look out the front window. Outside, I saw the man arriving by boat. The water was aqua blue and almost matched the sky. I remember feeling excited to meet him but waking up shortly after he arrived.

    Dream Log II

    In another strange dream, I had to go to the bathroom, but when I finally made it to the restroom all the toilets were exposed, there was no privacy at all. It looked like the metal walls and doors had been torn off. One wall had a very large shower curtain covering the toilets but it looked like a girl was already hiding behind it. The bathroom itself was falling apart.

    There was another random girl in the bathroom sitting in the corner, she had blonde hair and smiled at me when I walked in, but I didn’t know her. I tried sitting down on one of the toilets but felt completely out of place. Quickly, I stood up and turned on my heels and said ‘I can’t do this’.

    Pretty sure I woke up shortly after to go pee.

    Stargazing my way into Dreamland

    August planet lineup for Aries:

    Mars enters Libra today(8/6/25), where it will transit until September 22nd.We may be indirect in our approach and should watch for passive-aggressiveness during this cycle. The Moon spends the day in Capricorn and opposes Venus and Jupiter, stirring some restlessness.

    The Full MOON in Aquarius occurs on Saturday, August 9th, 2025, at 3:55 AM EDT

    Full Moons are about connecting us with things we already know but aren’t acknowledging, such as buried feelings, or they bring secrets to light and projects to a turning point.

    Astrology pulled from Cafe Astrology https://cafeastrology.com/thisweekinastrology.html

  • Dreaming Out Loud

    Dreaming Out Loud

    Welcome to the land of dreams, unfiltered, raw, and vividly real.
    For the next year, I’ll be tracking my dreams alongside weekly astrology insights and life updates.

    Do the planets align with our dreams?
    Are my dreams a reflection of what’s happening in my life?

    Let’s find out—together.

    Dreams can be strange, vivid, or deeply personal. If you’ve had one you’d like to share, leave a comment or send me an email. I’d love to hear from you!